After a whole night of conversing with myself, I have finally reached a conclusion. None.
If you don't understand this, or what I wrote last night, it's okay. I will not longer explain my thoughts in coherence. What's the point when no one can truly understand? Im not here to make a difference, not to warn you of dangers ahead. That's why I'm the antagonist, the adversary to all characters in life. You'll never understand. Hopefully one day, the antagonist can be a "tragic hero".